Rant: My Cuckold Is Outta Control
I decided to make a post to inform you that my little cuckold, Tony is outta control. He has been behaving very badly. I am getting really fed up. I also decided not to give him any attention at all. He seems to enjoy bad attention as much as good, and I decided I am not going to reward his hideous behavior. He hates it when I ignore him, but he has left me no other choice.
Sometimes I wonder if our little cuckolding relationship has run it’s course. I do care about him, but right now I have more fun cuckolding all of you on the phone than dealing with my own little cuckold. That tells me something is really wrong. It just isn’t as fun as it once was. I guess I am getting annoyed since he is a moodier bitch than I am. If any of you have any suggestions, please let me know. I rarely get to the place where I question what I am doing, but I am in that place now. In the mean time, I am just going to go out more and have fun. I will keep you all updated.
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on May 21, 2007 at 1:25 pm eunichorn wrote:
Ms Amanda
Here’s my two cents’ worth on the problem. When a cuckold has become more trouble than he’s worth to a Cuckoldress then something is clearly out of balance. Perhaps it’s time to cut the needy loser loose and get a new sub to take his place (there must be dozens of guys out there just begging for a chance with a hottie like You Amanda). i’m guessing that the guys You’ve been screwing around with are studs ( if they’re all like the guys who feature in Your videos) rather than pussy-whipped cuckold wannabes. Maybe it’s time to audition some new candidates for lil tony’s position. Perhaps You could keep small t on for a while until You broke the new boy in. Somehow i think the competition might make slacker boy raise his game! Of course if You still think there might some millage left in the old model why not get tony to prove why You should keep him on. If he’s really serious about serving his Mistress (and i get the feeling there’ll be some salty tears shed if She drops him) then the least he could do is find some potential candidates for cuckold number two - make him do the running round looking for them. It’ll make a change from hunting out studs for You and fluffing them.
The other thing he could do is post on here begging to be allowed to stay with You and listing all his short-comings and what he intends to do to make amends. Finally he could make a new video for the site pleading with You to keep him as Your cuckold. There’d be real suspense for the viewer to watch for Your decision at the end. Thumbs up or thumbs down…? Cuckolding enters the reality show age!
i’m sure whatever You decide no-one could deny tony’s been an incredibly lucky guy to have You as his Domme. (And a stupid fuck to piss You around).
eunichorn
on June 8, 2007 at 2:46 pm XXX Amanda wrote:
Thanks for support. I think I have slapped the little cuckold man right back where he belongs. He did read your post to me over the phone recently. lol I told him that you give great advice, and now he is super anxious and acting super sweet. I will keep you posted about any changes in the cuckold line-up.
on June 16, 2007 at 5:41 am pantystain wrote:
Hi Amanda
I agree with eunichorn that tony’s fear of losing you will be a powerful motivator for more acceptable bahaviour.
Because he seems to think you have no other choice than him as a cuckold, it also sounds like he is trying to regain some of his dignity and sense of control. This happens a lot during the early days of becoming a true cuckold.
It means you have not truly broken tony’s spirit - he is not actually your cuckold yet, just “in training”!
A good way to deal with this is to intensify the humiliation and degradation that leads to complete dismepowerment and submission.
Some ideas:
- extreme public-place self-humiliation tasks that ultimately lead to tony getting thrown out, arrested or beaten up. For example, dress him in a pink t-shirt and tight hot-shorts (no underwear) and take him to a popular movie and insist that when the movie starts he loudly chant “I am a small dicked loser” continously until he is assualted or thrown out. When this happens, tony is to cry loudly and empty his bladder, visibly soaking his hotshorts for all to see.
In my case, my spirit was only truly broken when I was made to pretend to “accidentally” lose control of my bladder while public speaking at a work function, in front of 200 people. My wife had made me wear white pants and the wet fabric revealed to the entire audience the hot pink, lacey women’s panties I was wearing at the time. I am now a laughingstock at my workplace, which means I am reminded on a daily basis that I am powerless loser.
I hope this helps you Amanada and I also hope I can get a chance to speak to you again sometime soon!
pantystain